chantelephone

so clearly i haven't been on deviantart for a looooooonggg time. but it's okay now. because i'm on holidays now.. freedom has finally been achieved (: i finished my final exams last friday so now i just got to wait for my results which will DETERMINE MY LIFE. only joking. emphasis shouldn't be placed on things that don't need it. so since my life is full of freeeeedddoooomm i'm going to start doing everything i wanted to do. like get back into photography. and actually check my deviantart..

after three months. of my camera being in repairs. i got it back on sunday. took it out today for the first time in ages. only to return home and realise the screen is broken. i feel as if i'm mourning the loss of a friend. i feel so materialistic yet like.. urgh. like a part of me is broken. i can't stop crying and i feel like such a loser. not to mention some bitch stepped on my ipod last friday and that screen is broken too. just some more shitness to add to the neverending shittness that is called my life.

i realised there are two types of people in this world; people with problems. which they've made themself. they're selfish and arrogant. and so wrapped up in themself, that they can only talk about themself and they don't see the other people in the world. the people who have real problems. problems which they hide. and they're so trapped in a world that scares them. i'm not getting all angsty and dramatic but it irritates me that people can be so self-centered. i don't know why i posted this but i felt like getting it off my chest. instead of it staying in my head. these are my thoughts only. you may think i'm wrong, but